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I have a confession to make: I’ve always struggled with thank-yous. Writing thank-you notes or even saying thank you in a way that feels meaningful has never come easily to me. It’s not that I’m not grateful—quite the opposite. I think it’s because when I give to someone, I do it out of a place that doesn’t expect or require thanks. For me, giving is about grace, and grace doesn’t demand acknowledgment.

But receiving? That’s where I feel a little unsteady. When someone gives me a gift or shows me kindness, I often feel overwhelmed. I already feel so incredibly blessed, so receiving something more can leave me feeling unworthy. I look around at the world—at those in need, at those who have so little—and it humbles me. I see how extravagantly generous people in this church are, and I think to myself, “Why me? I already have so much.”

Even so, I’ve come to understand that gratitude is not just a polite response or a social expectation—it’s a spiritual practice. It’s a way of recognizing that every good thing in life comes from God and that expressing thanks is a form of worship. Saying thank you reminds me that we are all part of the same body of Christ, and when we give and receive, we are living out God’s love.

So today, I want to practice gratitude. I want to thank each of you who sent me a note, a card, or a gift during my surgery. Your words and gestures were a source of strength and healing for me. I want to thank those who sent Christmas cards or other gifts this season—you reminded me of the joy and love that flow through this church.

I especially want to thank those who gave such thoughtful and meaningful gifts. I loved the Starbucks cards, the unique and creative gifts, and the special ordination lineage gift from the Lee family. These gestures touched my heart and reminded me of how you care.

As I reflect on all of this, I also want to encourage you to keep giving—but not necessarily to me. If you feel moved to give in my honor, I ask that you consider donating to a charity, supporting the ministries of our church, or reaching out to someone in need. Some of you have already done this, and it truly feels like the greatest gift I could receive. When we give to others, we participate in God’s work of healing and hope in the world.

I am deeply grateful to God for the privilege of serving Broad Street UMC, and I thank God for each of you. You inspire me, humble me, and remind me daily of what it means to live as disciples of Christ.

Peace, Pastor Tracy